Giving up.

WOOOOOOOWWW I haven't blogged in a while! Well let's get caught up, shall we?

Lent is finally here once again! So is Springggggg, hmmm i love Spring. It just makes you wanna fall in love all over again. HA! Riiiiggghttt. I read that in A Streetcar Named Desire. That book is quite interesting, the main character Stella, kinna reminds me of myself. She's with this guy who treats her like shit, but still she's wit him cos they're craaaaaazy about each otherrrr! Then she has a sister who keeps telling her to get out of the relationship, but she refuses. Although, i don't have a sister, aha but that's not important.

Okay, about Lent. I'm giving up Popeye's Chicken. You must be wondering. . . why Popeye's Chicken? Well i started working at Popeye's again just recently, and i'm assuming that working there last time was the reason for my weight gain. I mean, before i started working there I weighed 1_5, but after that i gained like 10 pounds! Ewwwwww =/ So I'm giving it up, as well as soda and sweets. It's gonna be hard, but I CAN DOOO ITTT! :D I gave up meat 2 years ago and that actually worked! I only cheated twice, but it paid off in the end. I'm also giving up answering back to my parents. Not just for Lent, but permanently. I hate when i get so defensive about things in front of my parents cos i tend to go overboard, and i know that's their biggest pet peeve is me answering back. And also, i need to be spending as much time as i can with them cos my dad's going to the hospital and getting surgery. I really hope he's gonna be okay. CORRECTION. He will be okay :D I know he's scared to go, and so am i. But the only thing i can do for now is be strong and remind him that everything will be okay. I feel so sorry that he's going through with this. Not just him, but my mom as well. She's having such a hard time and she's been so stressed everyday thinking about the bills and the payments. That's the reason why i'm working again. Even though they probably won't accept the money, i still really wanna help. I'm also saving up for my fees for my two AP tests, cos i'd feel so bad asking my parents for money. Ahhhh this economy, HELLLAAAA SUCKS! =/ FCK YOU BUSH!

Anywaaaaay, Sadies was supposed to be this saturday, but sadly, the group isn't going anymore. I wanted to go at first, cos i know i'll spend time wit my atech bitches :DD and seee ian, LOL but for some reason, one by one, everyone was backin out. Aha. Oh wellllssssss, there's still PROM :DD Still wanting to go with ian, but e_ _ _ asked to go if i didn't have date, soooooooooo idk, we'll seee bout that aha. But i do know that i'm wearing EMERALDDDD! :DD I saw angelina jolie wearing emerald and black at the Oscars, so that inspired me to wear it. And plus, i've never worn green before to any of my dances. But yeah, just gonna save up for PROM! Hopefully it'll be CRAACCKINNNN! hahaha.

Lets seeeeee. . . love lifeee. Hmmmmmmm. . . what to say. There's 3 guys at school who i'm kinna interested in. One who everyone knows i USED to like, but idk, its like i like him one day, i don't the next. Then the second one is always there for me to flirt with, my friend thought he was cute, and i was like WTF, she knew i kinna like him, but still she tried to holla. He does NOT like her though, but he really hasn't been honest with me about his feelings for me. So idk where we stand, but its always fun to flirt with him HAHAHAHA. Then the third one, i have a feeeling he's sorta feeeelin me. He told me we'll go to PROM together if we don't end up having dates, soooo yeaaaah. Idk if that means anything, maybe he was just being nice? LOL. Then, this one guy. . . NOT ATTENDING NORTHWEST, but another TECH schooooool. I've told quite a few of people about him, but i think it's just a crush. Although out of all the guys, I'M HELLA CRUSHIN ON HIMMMMMMM the most. I just hate when i text him, he replies with blank responses. I HATE THAT. We don't really know each other, but i hope we start off with a friendship, cos i'd love to have him as a friend. He seems very focused on school, and thats a major turn on :D His style is perfect. NOT HYPE! cos that style is just whaaaack, but sorta vintage, but he loooksss gooood :D not to mention, he's so HANDSOME! I'll see him tomorrow thoughhh :)

DAAAAMN! This is gettting really long, there's so much more, but i need to study to real quick for APUSH.

God bless, take care :D

Til next time . . .